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.Saturday, August 8, 2009 ' Y
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Hey...............

Long time no update. Lol. ok, that was a bad sentence. Hmm, So how have u guys been.
I know, I know.. It has been really long that i've lost my lappy and just got a new one. So you can expect me for a while till sep where i go missing again. I am sure for those guys who r taking their 'O' levels this year knows why. Gotta study a lots of things. Not ready even for my prelims sadly. today had tuition and guess wad my tutor gave me a big pile of homework to be done before my next lesson which is tmr. Okies, gtg now and do my homeworks... See you guys ard. Oh, btw, I'll try to edit my blog asap. pls give me sometime.

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.Friday, June 5, 2009 ' Y
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Life is not getting any better for me! Firstly I need to say sorry to my classmates. I know how hard is it for you guys to not see me for the lessons during the 1 week lessons but I need you guys to understand something which I’ve been going through for a long time in life. This is very complicated to understand but I can’t explain all the things that I’m going through now! Life has not been any easier for me to digest and move on! I find it really difficult to move on from where I am standing. Things that I have been going through have been really hard on me and maybe it’s just the way that I cannot handle things around. I know that this may not sound convincing enough but the strong Veeknesh who has been fighting in the school is no longer around.

All I know is that once someone who was really close to me had went through the same problems that I am facing now but he didn’t make it through the way that I want to through this. Looking at him is just freaking me up and making me lose my inner most fighting spirit. I just don’t want to end up like him who has just succeeded nothing except losing everyone that he had and had no future. I am going through a real big time stress and I really hope that no one get into the same thing as me. Losing friends, family members, trust that you gained from your loved ones and turning the world against you is not what I want or wish for. I just don’t know what I am going to do after this but all I know is that I don’t have any idea on losing any one of this. If that happens, I am afraid that you might not see me again as what I used to be! I am so sorry that I’ve got things out of hand!

Hope you understand!

Veeknesh


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.Monday, June 1, 2009 ' Y
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Hey!

Bad things, let me repeat, Bad things had been happening to me for the past two days. 1st My haircut was screwed! 2nd, My face looks funny! 3rd, My B'day has been bad!

I don mean to blame my friends, they were all busy as usual studying for their MT 'O' lvl paper that they had today! But it was strange that some of "Friends" wished me and my own friends have forgotten abt it! how sad! Its ok, I just hope that they did well for their O's... Tts all matters to them for now. Not some crappy birthday of their friends! hmm... Nothing much to say I guess...

Note for Ai & Iskandar:

Ai: I'll relink u asap :]
Iskandar: Hey dude... Trust me, I am not in the mood to do any questionnaire today! will do it soon :]

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.Sunday, May 24, 2009 ' Y
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WHAT NOW? What the hell is wrong with this people? Don they understand English or are they just not humans but animals. I can’t take anything more in my life. I’ve lost hope in my class, next? Am I supposed to lose my dad and my future? Why can’t life be much simpler and less complicated? I just wished that I wasn’t in this world needing to face all these problems.


I just can’t understand humans. Are they animals with no feelings? My dad is admitted in the hospital and my mum is yet able to just sit and worry about her gold! My class is never going to change in their life. What is there to lose for them? Nothing! I just wished that they were in my shoes to know what I am going through. I just can’t explain it out. Firstly, I have a family who cares for no one except their own life. Secondly, I have a “good” class friends who are just not allowing anyone to study and think that everyone is so “lucky” as them to get through everything very simply. Thirdly, I am so worried if I would be able to make where I want to go – which is NP (Business school). A damn 10 to 13 points is needed for that. What am I going to do? I don’t know!


I am just going to leave this in God’s hand as he is planning my life! If he is testing me in faith, so be it! I believe him, and I will always. He knows what he is doing!


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.Saturday, May 23, 2009 ' Y
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Hey guys,
I typed this in my very 1st blog and I think that it is about time to tell eveyone out there something. I hope that reading this would help my classmates :)

what is growing old and growing up?

Many say that growing old and growing up are to be in the same meaning. This is not true. There is a huge difference between “growing old” and “growing up”. What is the difference?

Well, what comes to your mind when someone tells you “you are growing old”? Of course you will be talking about your age. But what will it mean when someone tells you “it’s about time for you grow up”? Some may think it also refers to age, but there is where many make the mistake. Growing up simply means growing more in maturity and growing in understanding life.

Everyone knows what it means when we talk about growing mature, but many do slip out when we are talking about understanding the needs of life. What are the needs in life? Loving, Friendship, Caring for Others, and finally it comes down to the word “I”. Loving basically doesn’t mean getting love but giving love. Regardless on whom he is or what he is, you must give love. Next, friendship, this means a lot but sadly some people do not know the true meaning of it. Friendship is not what you get but giving to others. What do I mean by saying that you should give friendship to others? Giving a helping hand, always being there for others and building others with the power of your love towards them is the true meaning of friendship. Third, caring for others, in what ways would you be able to care for others? You do not need to go beyond anything but simple things like messaging them if they have eaten, have they done their homework, or even how their day was. Think widely, how many of us are like that? None. That is why we human find everything hard to do or even being stressed out for nothing. And finally it comes down to the word “I”… What do I mean about this? All I mean is that you should always try to satisfy yourself lastly. Do not hurt others around you for your happiness alone. If you do so, you would never grow up ever.


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.Friday, May 22, 2009 ' Y
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Hi guys,

Today was such a bad day from what I know. I had a good conversation with Mr. Jimmy about how could we improve on the class’s results “ITS MY CLASS”. I had to argue with him to convince him that the teachers are as well in the mistakes as the students in 5A1. I do not disagree when he said that the students are not giving the cooperation and that would be the main reason why the teachers are also not giving in theirs. I had this conversation with him, not to be a extra person, but in the concern that I have for my classmates. Remember guys, I fought for your future. After with so much of talking, we came up with a deal. Well, if the class is able to prove that they would give 100% of effort and full cooperation for the teachers, he would also do his part in making sure that the teachers would work for us. CLASS... Look at the reality, we are failing and why due to the sound would we not want Doherty to be the top scorer for O’s? I know it might not benefit anyone of us but as a class why not give our juniors the confidence that a Sec 5 student also have the ability of being the top scorers. What better still, why not all 3 top scorers? We can do this if everyone cooperates and do it for the sake of having a good future over at Poly. This is the reason why we came to Sec 5 – POLY! Let’s not forget that target in the end of the day. We must make sure that we would do this together. Aren’t you guys sick and tired of hearing the 4 Express students saying that “SEC 5s AREN’T GONNA MAKE IT IN O’s”? Let’s show them that we can be better off than them. We can’t just say we can but prove it. Make it as a history in Singapore all SEMBAWANG SEC SCH SEC 5 students all made it to poly. It would be the best! We have to think about it. Just 3 months more for the big O’s. Aren’t you guys getting worried? It is yet not too late for anything to happen. Change the 4E thoughts and make us to look down at them for once. I’ve been hearing that our class is the worst for O-level students. Is that all we got, proving to the rest of the school of looking down on us? WAKE UP...

After this it is all up to you guys!
Veeknesh (:

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.Thursday, May 21, 2009 ' Y
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Hi guys,


I just had a huge fight with my “mum”! I just hate her. I came back home and unlike the rest of the students in the world, I went straight to her and told my results. I do understand this is my 1st time in my secondary school life failing math but it isn’t my fault. She does not know how difficult is to be an ‘O’ level student but I can’t blame her cause she does not even seen an ‘O’ level paper. Yes! My mum is not educated and etc, SO WHAT??? I was so mad. At least I came back and told the truth ok! I wasn’t like some others who are out there not telling their parents their results till they see the report book right. Argh... No wonder many out there loves lies. Cause there is no respect given for telling the truth. I got mad with myself and what still, God! I was so stupid that I spoke bad things, I feel so bad but in my second thought, I don’t. I ended up crying and breaking down. Argh, I just don wanna talk abt this anymore! F*** off assh***s...


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